At the lowest points of my life (junior year of high school, senior year of college), my defense mechanism is apathy. In high school, I just thought to myself over and over the lyrics of the Ramones song "I Don't Care." (The lyrics are "I don't care" over and over again in the verse, and "I don't care / About this world / I don't care / About that girl" during the chorus).
Right now I just keep saying to myself over and over again "I don't give a fuck."
Feigning apathy is a strange response to trouble. I wonder why I do that. I'll probably never know.
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